The absence of crazy people makes me lose my inspiration

The enthusiasm in me has dimmed, to the point that I am not strong enough to make speech, knowing that I used to create speech from its cradle and put it out to people, so that it becomes a pleasure in the tongue, and it pleases the mind, and sometimes it flies from the head distorting what he heard or read of my words , But ….. that the flash of my writings fades, and yearns for the disappearance … and this is compelled, due to the absence of motivation …. Yes, the motivation is the desire of that passionate group that is not satisfied with what you read, the group of crazy people addicted to reading and Reading and knowledge … maybe their circumstances do not allow them …. I do not know the exact reason, but, I am telling the truth: (The absence of the madmen makes me lose my inspiration) …..